twice now..()
ive been paid and havent spent anything.. isnt that amazing.. yeah i thought so.
today..
i wore stocking on my arms..
and butterfly jeans
and poofs!!!!!
and leonie didnt run (i mean woddle) up and squeeze me like a human sized teddy bear...
i like her "bad days"
but anyway.
a middle age woman with a nice navel button
(alex's mum!) whoaw
isnt that weird..
(but anyway)
she comes over and starts taking all these pictures of mine and Treasa Green's sculpturs..
and offers us a job..
like whoaw~!!
anyway while Treasa is all like 'money money money..'
im all 'johanson is going to find out i stole from jessica and ill fail'
Lilly is all
'yeah money and hey just make up some artistic bullshit.. who cares right..im the one paying you'
and miss green is like
'sharing is caring' (hahaha!)
and so the Jessica and Amanda show will begin..
so we have to make these huge sculpturs for the council to put near the uni and library..
and we can be all grubby with cement under our finger nails .. and get paid..
and be on the news..
and in the paper..
(whoaw.. i didnt think of that)
who would have thought..
a little effort at school
(its just like they all tell you)
so im all excited once again..
oh what am i going to do with my self!!
(anyway.. and like .. and anyway.. its like!)
teehee..
im sooooooo funny!
....
my dad double sold the best job in the world..
i must say.. ill miss the free jetski rides and occational topless backbackers..
but
its done..
things are just so
poof..
happening..
and ill take over mum little buisness thing..
(maybe thats just what i told her.)
they are leaving..
going to america...
whatever//
and amanda is going to be left in the big wide world.. to do whatever the fuck she pleases to do with herself..
and its going to be fucking DANDY!
or its just going to blow up and ill be all.. something.. i dunno..
and so it seems its planned now that ill be moving to sydney (sydney!)
and going to school.. or tafe and working.. whatever..
and my parents are going to pay my rent..
isnt that great too!
(giggles)
i feel so girly right now.
so i guess ill be leaving fairly shortly..
or...
ill be doing the bar course for 4 months
and then leave.. with my expensive tv paid for .. a car... and some money
and maybe.. just maybe.. jack
thats left up to him..
i think im comfortable with that one..
i think/
so jessica taylor..
pack your bags and move to cassandra's..
because..
you know you want to
we need this..
i need this..
you need this (or something like this)
maybe
i fell asleep on the toilet.
...
it feels..
sus almost..
why is everything forming so perfecting...
(they always tell you that too damnit)
now...
what was the point of these last what?
7 months ??
of this whole..
well you know..
its
2:53
(i knew that)
and tracy just called
asking for my parents..
i thought they were at her house..
i like the way she revised their mobile number
shes hot..
for a blonde
and they are playing some crappy rap bullshit on the radio but im dancing in my chair anyway...
(oh wow anica.. i didnt know that was a real name!!! that bitch!)
my toes are cold
and my belt buckle jingles
like wednesdays apples!
who ate my blanket last night!
kiss me!
im such a superstar..
and i cant wait to leave this hole
and i can
i dunno..
take pictures of strangers..
like stickers with unsticky edges
and signs with sharp edges..
edges.. like that man
and i dunno
tell people their beautiful for a living..
no i dont think i could do that..
i cant lie..
what am i talking about
that is a lie..
FF me!
stop amanda..
take off your red socks
and cut that pink shiny privilegde card up./.
but its soo shiny,
and its got my name on it
and my number is 454719
kinda like my finger scan number at work (454199)
(they have my finger print man.. isnt that scary.. would that make you nervous... it makes me nervous)
520 number different
isnt that amazing number 94'!
owen blackwell started working at my school in 1984! wholy fuck
some of those teachers looked so.. rediculus back then.. and miss johanson.. was fatter than ever.
wow it looks like that safe schools for homosexuals thing ive been reading in sooo many diaries from around the world... has hit hervey bay... fuck man...
i fell asleep in owens room for 3 hours yesterday,,.
and!
oh!
and kane is back at school
isnt THAT just great too..
ohhhh screw you life for being so fucked up! and disorganised like last weeks tv dinner
im not crazy.. coz i take the right pills everyday..
did you know.. only 3% of australia's population give blood.. isnt that fucking sad.. and we have the best blood supply in the world! and monday's supply.. doesnt see friday..
i got a lolliepop..
they asked.. and asked.. and asked.. why i was so dead set sure i didnt want to give blood..
nevermind that im on more pot than you can poke a stick at!
so i just tilted my head and shrugged my shoulders and said
"sorry.. i take drugs"
and he was so dissappointed.. disgusted even,..
(i hate it when they do that.)
my english teacher has given blood 28 times.. isnt she just great..
i hate her sometimes..
shes too perfect....
and those eyes..
just get on my nerves..
and that new hair cut
fuck shes hot..
STOP!
wheres your favourite freckle?
3:26
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