yesterday a boy in a fruit shop was looking me up.. that was nice..
and sitting infront of the cigarette dicount booth in piabla place eating hot donuts with Sherridan and Casey.. these two boys.. one was kinda chuncky.. but the other boy was just.. one of those people you cant stop staring at.. broken arm.. black cast.. deep eyes with dark lines...
he winked at me..
and as we walked out of the complex with a miget accomadating phone booth.. we got more smiles and more cheeky grins and seductive looks...
sitting at kfc and the same two boys happen to park infront of us and just stared.. no movement.. no getting out and ording their food.. just sitting sharing a cigarette that didnt smell all that much like tabacco..
another car parks next to them and then another shortly after on the other side...
black bags were exchanged through windows..
they stall their car twice and wave before leaving..
i have to go for my learners soon..
im not really looking forward to it..
oh and jessica i met mitchel.. he's casey's cousin .. and steven! (is that his name?) he's friends with evan... i dont think hes stop fantasizing over you since that time he fucked you in the arse...
the days are growing colder
and my legs arent staying smooth
and my nipples are always hard
and my nose is floating around with polar bears and such..
and just quietly ..
i think its strange i know more about most sports than my boyfriend does.. and hes the one who makes me watch the stuff.. i could possibly know more about v8 racing and cars than he and i wouldnt even know how to start one proply...
he thinks he could learn to fly a plane?
mums sleeping on the couch again...
oh .. just what am i going to do with myself.
you dont think im powerful.. you just want me to be apart of your statists..
i fainted today..
no suprise i guess..
people were telling me i looked like shit all day..
lies about jimmy james and birthday parties and i got to go home early from work..
everything is so purple...
and my boyfriend beat me with snickers bars..
he really did..
my arse and thighs are covered in bruises and sore bits..
and my handcuffs are covered in chocolate
i have 28 days to have sex all i can before this horrible shit returns..
i cant wait...
11:47
dance like its nearly friday morning.
