2004-06-17, 2:25 p.m.

finally

with cum rags on my feet

again

she doesnt know if she can do it

anymore

and its sad that i feel the same

with even similar reasons

maybe?

i forgot to send some postcards

that are sitting under my keyboard

i should on the way to jacks house

ill try to remember

red dots and orange lighters

white lighter

alex is so lame sometimes

my alarm gets me out of bed

at 5

sometimes 4:30

and its so cold

that it tingles to move

and your breasts and nipples are so firm they look fake almost

squares on paper

and hugging walls across from the dent

jacks dent

dentttt...

fingers jammed in windows

i had a dream about paulo

and english boys wanting my signature on their genitals in a strangly familar pubs

and wooden chairs

guitar music and baby shower ideas

and gay sex?

hmmmmmmm..

..

............

yeah.

im not angry anymore.

4:08

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