finally
with cum rags on my feet
again
she doesnt know if she can do it
anymore
and its sad that i feel the same
with even similar reasons
maybe?
i forgot to send some postcards
that are sitting under my keyboard
i should on the way to jacks house
ill try to remember
red dots and orange lighters
white lighter
alex is so lame sometimes
my alarm gets me out of bed
at 5
sometimes 4:30
and its so cold
that it tingles to move
and your breasts and nipples are so firm they look fake almost
squares on paper
and hugging walls across from the dent
jacks dent
dentttt...
fingers jammed in windows
i had a dream about paulo
and english boys wanting my signature on their genitals in a strangly familar pubs
and wooden chairs
guitar music and baby shower ideas
and gay sex?
hmmmmmmm..
..
............
yeah.
im not angry anymore.
4:08