i still cannot believe bosom stabbed his father 17 times on the weekend?
i guess he wont be coming into work just to walk through the express lanes to wink at me anymore...
its kinda sad.
his mother is close to the biggest bitch ive ever met.
ive been stoned with him..
ive been unwantingly wooed by his little brother on many occasions..
ive shared hugs with him
cigarettes
bongs..
hair brushes..
cigars...
toast..
and even socks..
once is an accident
once is a lost temper
17 times is mentful
17 times is murder.
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it rained today... for a short while.. upon my journey from school to the atm behind "centro hervey bay" where i dyed kanes hair black in the disabled toilets a few 22 hours beforehand.
and coversations with robin??? (?)
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-words are merely utterances.. noises that stand for feelings, thoughts, and experience.. they are symbols.. signs.. insignias... they are not truth.. they are not the real thing...
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i am back.
and i am about to do the stupidest possible ab... (never mind) more than likely so.. time will tell as they say..
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i will die with air in my vains
and stains on my lungs...
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lets get coffee.
