yeah thats the time
how strange it is..
that you cared once too
its muchly different these days
when you dont know what your talking about
and the air was thick this morning
like drinking asparagus juice.
the measurements dont match as much anymore
out of proportion
disfigured almost.
and you smile
like your 7 again
and you walk around on the cold grass all morning..
waiting for phone calls.
and rolling wheels
and menthol cigarettes
i had a big day yesterday..
with jessica
and kane
and shane
and shaun
and dave.
his name is dave
and jack
and beer and bongs.
lots of bongs
and sex
anal beads in my pink bits
and warm cum on my chest
and morning sex
with vibrators
and cigarettes holders
im going for my license soon
shouldnt that be intresting
and riveting
and things
my finger nails are dirty and uneven
i am so reluctant when it comes to this
it makes me nervous
like that time you asked me to open your redskin
and the paper stuck
and that time i asked you to be honest with me
like butter on my toast
i cant stand that
you should know that by now
i should expect this from you
it not too much to ask.
i just dont know if this ia a good idea anymore.
11:46
