my toes are cold
and my mouth is dry
i watched Troy
not a bad movie considering its not the kind of movie id usually watch..
it was okay
i remember learning about that war in 5th grade religion..
i have big lumps on my head
under my hair
and they hurt
and my breasts are excessively sensitive .
too sore to touch
or lick even
and thats weird
and not a good sign i guess?
i get my money soon
excitment
and worry
and hopes and dreams
and great flushes of fear.
and dog hair.
5 weeks
i am so disgusting
you dont do that(this) to people
look at me
00:00
at midnight
sitting here
cold
looking blankly at the screen.
look for something
flashing orange lights.
something.
i dunno
all dirty..
grubby knees
and two faced.
what have i become?
its been like this for awhile
my body parts are twitching
i should stop smoking pot one of these days
i ran into sam today.
he's loosing weight
and nsw won.
um.. yay? whatever.
something.
i hope my head is full of brain tumours.
i really do.
remember what they did to you last time?
it was just heaven...
