i feel like screaming and yelling and spinning around in circles..
i feel like ripping your head off and chewing your tongue out of your bloody mess
i feel angry
at everything
how fucking dare you
all of you
get fucked
fuck off..
often there comes moments
when you could just admit yourself to a mental home.. pretend to take your medication and kill off the the most annoying mental patients.. until its just you and 500 padded sells to yourself.
gives myself more time to think
over clock .. fry myself..
more time in erotic fantasy land
more time to spend naked..
i dont know what brought this on.
passwords..
ive never done that before.
i cant even remember the last time i felt like this
but its a warm feeling
a highly familiar and comfortable feeling from way back
and no ones home
that excites me..
no doctors
no socializing
no parents
no food
no pretending to go to school
no more anything anymore!
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