2004-08-17, 9:14 a.m.

same dream again and again and again..

who are these people that want to kill me?

only two this time..

everytime i leave the tv on i swear.

running around in circles..

where am i ..

how come i can smell HIM of all people??

i like it when the red water comes out..

ugh.. you discust me.

thats a lie.

im sorry

i was with a girl this time...

they wanted us both..

it wasnt so bad when we jumped the gate

almost like they couldnt handle the sun this time..

people in cars..

snow even..

red and purple and yellow clouds

the sun was going down...

somewhere in some contry with some girl and a black car?

going for walks but driving instead..

much like a big time movie scene..

different angles and sweat levels..

a fat man

and ......

i dont even know what i was going to say then.

had to get out..

had to leave

the sun was going down..

but we treated it like a sunday stroll?

was she on my side??

im going coathanger shopping.

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