im sitting here stoned-as (um?) holding a stupid little fucking table fan on the window with one hand, trying to suck out all the smoke.
i haven’t been stoned by myself in a long time.
except yesterday
but that doesn’t count.
hello jessica
id wave at my acer v771 brain frying screen right now if i didnt feel so stupid (more so because im sure your not on the other end of the pixel land wires at the moment)
but virtual waves all round for you baby
hello. i love you
im sorry for being a really bad friend.
tell me what fornit has been up to.
i opened jacks cigarettes yesterday and pulled the silver wrapping out .. it reads "its pj time" and i began thinking about how id way rather be getting stoned with you instead.
i was sitting there thinking the other day bored on the couch.. (with a pretty red dress on..).. about how bored i was.. so i thought about ringing one of my friends.. and i notice that i don’t really have that many of those sort of friends.. and even then.. this is where it occurred to me (again.) that im a really bad friend so why would anyone want to be mine??
okay so end of thought lost.
i have one of those stupid vodafone simcards from the newspaper sitting right infront of me..
i need another shower..
**********
okay i just brushed my teeth instead
wow jessica is online.
im listening to a good cd thats always in this little purple stereo(weird!!) but thats what it says.
[jack if you are reading this.. i (ooo 10:01) wont be very impressed.. but what can ya do... hello anyway i love you]
so its september
and i have lost the ball on my bottom navel ring.
i need to learn how to drive a car.
it really doesnt look like fun.
damn.. i never have a camera when i fucking want one
and i cant take photos of much but myself with a webcam
but i have a need to be clicky clicky (teehee meow.) right now
webcams really suck.
ill call this schizophrenic amanda
because the me/me (vs.me?) shows
..whoaw i dont know whats going on
i need to pee
10:27
