i do remember that day.. michelle filtness was going on and on and on in my ear about how much kane shouldnt sit with us because he's gay.. and i was just (i wont use the word staring.. but i should) facing you and ignoring whatever she was talking about.. i did that heaps ya know.. especially before i really knew you... i used to sit there and just stare alll the time.. and danni's coin slot was always hanging out.. and i just tuned into your conversations.. while the other girls threw things down danni's pants..
remember the day we drew picture on your salt and vinigar chip packet with your inscent sticks and put it on the ground and it blew alll the way to the base of the chained bin near the maths block.
and the day i just sat there in the toilet for ages and ages and we passed your multipurpose school book under the door for ages.. i think it may have been purple? (the same book you drew me that butterfly.. you wrote about an ant biting you in uncomfortable places too..) and just standing there staring at each others eyes.. freaking..... hah i liked your big green eyes.
remember the day you slapped my thigh because i had a scab on my arm the size of my foot? that hurt you know.
remember all the times youd get sent to rtc for your jesus shoes.. and both getting suspended for smoking all the god damn fucking time..
being paranoid
smoking pipes in the middle of the oval is something to tell the grandchildren.
remember the giant wasp with that huge spider.. and jumping and screaming and running like fucking idiots.
remember listening to the chemical brothers? maybe.
remember when we all got up and danced on the oval? you tried poll dancing with air. that was funny
remember when you stole those pants... i really like those pants..
remember when i greened on your carpet.. i felt like the biggest toolbox.
remember mrs young coming and sitting down with us for coffee all the time...
remember miss mcpherson coming over when we were having pipes and starting asking us what the new school motto ment to us... that was fucked
remember sitting behind the shed in your black flower dress/skirt.
remember skipping maths together alll the time.
remember one year ago when me and jack came and seen you at the coast. wow that was a year ago. holy shit.. a year ago today i started this diary. fucking weird. a good effort on my behalf tho.. wow...
remember bitching about danni on the internet..
remember that spiky necklace that black chick gave you
remember sharing chicken and salad rolls.. they are still so good.
remember telling me about matt
remember sitting uncomfortably at evans house all the time..
remember never coming to my house (hah)
remember watching alex's band playing bad songs.. and drawing jess's brand of phunk on your hairy legs.
remember that really smelly guy jesse and that stupid stupid over heated and over priced party we went to in the same hall.. that sucked
remember sitting on the road doing your shoes up when the cops pulled over and searched my bag,.. and not yours and thats where all the pot was.
remember that same night.. sitting in the gutter like gutter sluts... and pulling streamers down from the childcare center.. kissing on strangers cars.. theres a huge entry in here somewhere about that night.. i wonder how long ago that was?.... skinny dipping in (the?)janets pool.. smoke.. trying to break in.. sitting on a road island while empty cans rolled down the hill.. and dillly dylan and that guy in a wheelchair. londelle and blue mascara in your hair... pissing in ally ways..
remember that one phone call that lasted 3 hours. that was amazing.
remember going to that party just up from evans house with that strange short little blonde girl. i never heard from her again.. i told mum she left her jacket here.. but really it was the one this fuckhead bought me.. (i think i lost that ring)
remember leaving your pipe down at that stupid seat and having to walk all the way back from caltex. that really sucked. stupid names for stupid things... (was that the night we seen ash?)
i could go on and on and on and on and on.
but you know.. jacks coming home for lunch soon.
my vegetable garden is growing.. woo
my phone just rang.. its sherridan.. shes coming over with ellie.. smelly ellie that spewed on me last tuesday.
i couldnt find my phone.. is was all the way down stairs (outside?) underneath a pillow on a chair..
i had two msgs from jessica.. from last night.. damnit i always miss msgs like that.
i have to go.
i love .. things and stuff..
shinnnnnnnyyy things.
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