again. (how amazing.)
again. (yeah whatever.)
10:01
and alex.
today is all about great hair.. the radio and $200 and nice emails from nice people and porn stars.
jessica will be here soon.
i miss our hugs and adventures which usually never left the room..
(that unintentionally sounds dirty to me)
i visited our little tree friend at the pines the other day.. not much action.
i dont remember dreaming last night which is odd really.
ive been really sexual latly.. dancing in the mirror.. drawing on my boobs with red nico pens and trying to lick it off.
and window whipers .. mmmm mm mm!
im reluctant to talk about sex.??
thats never happened before.
things with jack are just great and wonderful and fine and just dandy.
late night walks and sex on the beach. ive never enjoyed living on the esplanade this much before. the key to sandless sex is blankets made out of clothes.. or picnic tables.. or rocks.. i like the rocks.. but whatever suits your mood.
i woke up with a swollen eye thismorning it was kinda weird and sore.
id love to go to england.. london mostly.. but halifax too .. to see simon.. ive lost sleep over it many times...
and canada because i wanna have sex on queen street and the squeeze club. and meet this weird guy thats obsessed with a bad photo of me.
(thats sounds unintentionally dirty too)
stop being dirty amanda.
10:39
