2005-12-18, 10:25 a.m.

so
you think you know everything about me.
and i laugh like some evil witch
at just how wrong you are.

today i feel like putting a hand drill upon my temple and tricking someone into turning it on

i have maria carey christmas songs stuck in my head
please im begging you
somebody kill me..

so
it was my birthday.
i danced
and drank
and did stupid little things.
i turned 18
and everyone else was so excited
like it was some huge life fullfilling achievement or something.

maybe i blinked and missed it pass by?

apples died
i miss her more than lamington sandwiches.
my darling hunny bunny pumpkin tits.
you were so good to me..
soooooo good to me
uh uh uhuh... mmmmm

xox mwah.

its hot and i dont like it.
kill me now.

what do you want from me??
cherry lips.
all covered in curls.
i believe his name is ben.
and he wont stop stalking me.

hmmm..

how bout now?

merely existing.
never living.

how bout now?

ya fish face mole.

have you ever watched pubity blues?
you should.

how bout now?

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