everythings so blury
im so sick its not funny anymore..
i have a doctors appointment on monday.
i like being drunk sometimes..
that numbing feeling..
that orgasmic spasm..
those lips..
i miss him..
my boyfriend...
israel
that boy.. years ago..
march 2004 maybe?
i like that stuff on your eyes
its okay..
he will be here in a minute..
i have a psychotic ex boyfriend and he is ruining my life..
and with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer...
oh will you extract me from my plastic fantasy...
10:47
