so its christmas
another year has gone
faster then the last
and that of before..
this year has been somewhat eventful
yet not quite as great as jessica promised..
i left jack.. for good
fell out of love and finally took a stand..
despite i had nothing..
at all..
jessica and tony..
on the other end of the phone..
probably stopped me from doing alot of silly things..
i spent a good half of the year hibernating...
deep within the walls of my bedroom..
playing xbox and colouring in childrens books..
i lost 40 kgs..
yet i still despise my body..
excess skin..
gooey breasts..
nasty ass stretch marks that imply ive carried a child..
just as pathetic as the next girl.
this is not okay..
my reflection makes me cringe
sick to the stomach
almost as bad as the people of this town.
yuck.
i went to sydney and adelaide twice
my brother got married
my new sister is okay
or something like that
ive spent way too much time with family this year
ive been sick more days then i havent..
months upon months.
i quit my shitty bakery job of 4 years..
no more heavy lifting or 5am shifts..
im now working for a stockbroker doing secretarial work..
its different...
i have to make more effort with my appearance..
but overall i love the job..
its piss easy.. and pays well..
sheREE-anne turned 18..
got engaged and gave birth to baby mia..
ive always had some kind of strange..
little bad vibe about this gorgeous baby girl
i dont know why.. maybe its nothing..
i managed to fall ridiculously inlove with this boy called israel.
my spunk bubble sex pants..
we are the cutest couple youve ever seen
your jelous.. as you should be..
i was unaware it was possible to feel like this..
he's amazing.. and he's all mine..
and his random flowers..
and all the endless snuggles and attention..
we alk and alk
and sex like animals
we broke my vagina..
like really.. broke it
he's the best thing that ever happened to me.. ever
i really needed something like this
i think he might have too..
he makes me smile.. he's my favourite..
im not feeling that well right now..
lets do this some other time..
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